change.

growing up i had the mindset of the girl who wanted to change the bad boy into being good to her. i think we all did. it’s like the ultimate girl dream. that we would be the reason he would want to change for the better.

in high school i had the same bf on and off for years because i kept taking him back. taking him back after he cheated and lied multiple times. because i wanted to be the reason he would change and be faithful. i wanted to be the exception.

as i grew up and matured i realized that was never going to happen with any man. nobody changes unless they themselves want to. they don’t change for someone else. they change for themselves.

if you’re truly in love with someone you shouldn’t want them to change anyways. hence the quote i just posted from my mother. “you can’t change a man. so just make sure you never have to.” there’s someone in the world you are going to love for their good and bad aspects in their personality. their flaws won’t even seem like a negative.

just remember you don’t have to settle for something less than what you deserve because what you do deserve does exist. and you won’t have to change it.

because i'm a rah-tard.

the two questions i forgot to go back and answer on the formspring. haha.

1. what’s your favorite movie?

- if i had to pick one it’d be Brown Sugar.

2. what are the 5 things you’d want to do before you died?

- 1. go to a Laker game at Staples Center [still haven’t gone =/]

2. live in New York for at least a year or two.

3. experience Paris.

4. take a vacay in the Bahamas.

5. be a millionaire.

formspring.me

thoughts on tradeshows?

i like em. they’re a great opportunity for the brands to meet the buyers and create a personal relationship with them. i actually went to Agenda this year on the other side of things as a buyer and learned a lot.

what is your favorite clothing brand?

Weekend Warriors. lol. how you gonna ask me that? if i had to choose something else though it’d be crooks and castles.

what is your career path looking like?

i’ll let you know when it gets down the right path. i’m all over the damn place right now haha.

have you thought about going back to school?

i want to. badly. but school isn’t for everyone and i think i’m one of those people. i love to learn though. i want to go back and finish for journalism.

Stockton, what is it like and how has it improved?

i wouldn’t know. i hardly go past the freeway. haha. i’m in sacramento more than i am here.

what is your favorite movie?

oh man! i’m a straight movie addict so choosing one is really hard. i’d have to say

what are your thoughts on street wear today? the people in it? & the trends?

i think ego’s allowed street wear to die out. honestly who cares if everyone is picking up on it. street wear has always been a movement. a meaning behind the clothing instead of just something cool to wear. so the more it spreads the more people we have behind us. let that shit live!

are you a fighter? if so, describe one you can remember?

ummmm… i haven’t gotten into a fight since i was 19. shit isn’t necessary when you get to a certain age.

what are 5 things you’d like to do before you die?

goooooood question!!!

made up careers is one reason why you deleted your twitter, explain why? & how it effected you?

it didn’t really effect me too much. it was just something i noticed. the main reason i deleted my twitter was because i noticed people let it consume their lives too much. i want to live my life to where everyone doesn’t have to know about it.

alright, so in the past i’ve seen you tweet about ‘groupies’ & i notice how annoyed you get when coming into contact with them. can you give us a quick story/summary of a moment you’ve encountered a groupie (one that was doing absolutely TOO MUCH)?

i can’t do that. i’m a loyal homie. so my lips are sealed. hahaha. just know in LA i was around a lot of homies that attracted those kind of girls. so i know one from a mile away.

what is your favorite jordan? you can only choose one lol.

one! oh man. cement 3s.

why is it that when a girl is a tomboy they assume automatically shes bi/lesbo ? i never understood that. im a tomboy but everyone always looks at me like im heading the other way. any advice?

haha. i know how you feel. my mom actually let me start talking to boys because i played sports and she wanted to make sure i stayed straight haha. its funny when i think about it.

but who cares what people think. be you and the real friends you have will know the deal. i’m not sure what age you are but boys love the tomboy chicks these days so work it!

dO every wonder that you show way too much love for you man? they say the girl shouldnt be so sprung and get caught up easily. you might jinx it ?

how do you show too much love for your man? like i told someone before. he’s a good dude that deserves his credit. i don’t show everything on the internet. a lot of our relationship is kept between us. but not enough people rep their bf or gf these days. i show him exactly how i feel so that he never gets confused. you can’t jinx something strong.

can we see a Random Stars x WW collabo in the future?

haha. hi josh. can’t tell you right now. we actually aren’t even to the point of collabos yet. but you know i’ll holla when the time comes!

are you really a tomboy or one of these girls that just says they are cuz guys all of a sudden think it’s cute?

hahahahaha. i went through a lot of shit growing up being a tomboy because it wasn’t cute then. hence my boyfriend was school and sports until i was about 16 and grew into my body. safe to say i never really grew out of being that way.

what inspires your personal fashion?

everything!!! i’ve always kept a foreground of my own personal fashion. ever since i could dress myself it’s been tees and sneakers. baggy shorts and cut off tees. so if something inspires me i work it in with my own style. it’s fun to be girly as well ;)

What’s your fav sexual position

nunya.

Ask me anything